Event Response Interview


Response Interview
Filmed Interview as part of Response Event at Gas Gallery 20th to 22nd September 2013.
Landscape of Mid Wales Paintings by Aislinn Knight - Interviewed by Sandra Bendelow


Q.  Describe your work to me and also your creative process?
A.  This body of work  is testament to a creative journey I undertook after being told that I had cancer and would have to undergo  life threatening surgery to remove the tumour.  I had six weeks to prepare myself both mentally and physically.  I escaped my fear and pain by walking and exploring the local landscape making sketches and taking photographs while immersed and connected emotionally to what I saw and felt. This process enabled a response through the medium of paint to create an image that captures and interprets the visual references and feelings I experienced.  I had found a portal through creativity into a wonderful pain and worry free world in my studio for those first few weeks. 
But then….As time went by and my day of surgery loomed ever closer I began to feel a more spiritual relationship to the paths I was walking.   I came across my interpretation of “Annwn” -  “Otherworld”  when seeking a way to describe how I felt during the process of painting a very strange clump of tangled rooted trees by the side of a lake,  tucked under a shadowy hillside away from the path and shrouded in low cloud, the mist muffled sounds of life beyond this space - it was eerie beyond my senses.  I'd stumbled upon something very magical here which heightened my senses, and I found myself questioning  my understanding of  the precariousness of mankind’s fragile existence on this earth. I found myself yearning for something tangible, to touch and feel.  I looked for answers by imagining how it might have been long ago, back to  pre Christianity even… to a time when the blood and guts of life were tempered by finding a "place to be" where dreams and visions could lift the spirit to imagine a better existence here on earth and after death  in the afterlife.   This is timeless isn't it?  Finding paradise?  Our own Garden of Eden to dwell in during our time here on earth  and our imagined eternal paradise after life expires.
 At this point just days before my hospital debut I find I have reached some sort of conclusion and I cannot paint the landscape anymore; it doesn’t make any sense to me, this precarious future is where my concerns as an artist lie.  The last four images in the exhibition evolved through process experiments with media such as photocopying, printmaking and collage which I then scanned into the computer and manipulated using the programme Photoshop.  During the editing process I had to decide layer by layer how much further I needed to edit these to resolve and finalize each one to form a single image.   As I started layering the images together random forms and marks started appearing distorting my original concept to form new images.  It was almost as if another programme was at work behind the process and so developed its own digital interpretation of my ideas.  I found this way of working very absorbing and interesting in that it allowed me to let go of certain aspects of the working process and so freed the handling of it to become quite random and unpredictable in its outcome. 
And so at this point I had come full circle back to my MA work “The Seven Seals” – John’s vision in Revelation witnessing the opening of the seven seals as prophecy is now expected and inevitable;  in the format of a film, a contemporary hermeneutic artwork describing the end of world.
I tried to write a statement for exhibition mid landscape to afterlife but could only describe this transition through my poem Annwn.  This is the point where the work changes dramatically from a contemporary take on Abstract Impressionism to Automatism as rooted in Surrealism.  The way the Surrealist’s used Automatism, letting the outcome of the image be decided by auto exterior influences.
To sum up the narrative running through the paintings in sequence; it is a journey presented as a modern take on a book of hours, all the works fall into a pattern of either four seasons or six days, the Sabbath is excluded as a day of rest.  The style and rhythm is painterly at first changing to the sublime a m with a more intense and studied rendering in use of paint and how it is placed carefully and deliberately to explain an experience that is frightening – it is an inevitable journey to a precipice where I am now standing, afraid to jump into, aware that I have become a prophet of doom.  
Q.  How did the exhibition at the Gas Gallery come about?
A.  I was a volunteer right at the beginning and helped getting the place cleaned up and ready for the opening in June. There was talk of exhibitions to come so I submitted a proposal and to my delight it was accepted – and here I am.
 Q.  You talk about how you’ve worked doing office work and trying to do your art as a hobby and then as a more serious pursuit until now you have found the balance shifting to art. A lot of artists and creatives find themselves in a similar juggling game. What advice would you give to someone who is trying to balance the two demands of work and pursuit of art?
A.  Never give up!  It can be exhausting at times to pursue both.  I found it too difficult to switch from office worker to artist on a daily basis, but at weekends or during holidays I always found myself doing something creative even if it was just re-decorating the house or gardening.  Art just persists, it permeates – you can’t just stop being an artist, because it is who you are! 
Q.  And do you wish that you’d found that pathway to your art sooner or do you think you’re stronger as an artist for having done it the way you did?
A.  I think I would have been too sensitive in my teens to cope.  I mean by that: you have to be so open and receptive as an artist which makes you incredibly vulnerable.  I use to think about and wonder how my life would have been if I had been making art for the last 40 years or so, but have resolved it  now and don’t think about what might have been as it just isn’t useful in any way. In fact, I think that  from 1996 to 2007 was a very interesting time to be studying fine art,  and I’m sure the experience has made me stronger as an artist for having done it the way I did.  The time is now, not yesterday or tomorrow,  “look back – you fall downstairs”  one of my favourite quotes from Rudolf Nureyev, and another one I live by; “and life is what happens to you when you’re busy making other plans”  John Lennon.     
Q.  You did several courses including an MA in Fine Art? Would you recommend doing a Masters to other artists and what difference did your MA make to you as an artist.
A.  It allowed me to resolve and so finish a project I started during BA. At the school of art Aberystwyth the MA neatly describes the experience as thus "To develop and sustain a self-initiated programme of work that demonstrates a creative interpretation of the subject, along with technical expertise and a thorough knowledge of appropriate conceptual, theoretical and historical frameworks".  Yep, that's just how it was for me. 
Q.  Do you have any advice for artists trying to get their work exhibited?
A. This is my first solo exhibition so I don’t think I could offer anyone any more advice than to  just put a proposal together and send it off.  I think it is important that you believe in yourself and the strength of the work to exhibit.   I have exhibition space organised through January at Morlan Centre and then later next year in a gallery in my birthplace Hednesford – just in the middle of sorting that one so haven’t any dates yet! 
 Q.  The Gas Gallery is the flagship project of Celf Ceredigion Art. Could you tell me about Celf Ceredigion Art and what you think of the importance of projects like this?
A.  The Gas Gallery - Oriel Nwy is entirely self funded by local artists and is run on a volunteer basis. I help out invigilating a couple of days a week and have found it to be a hub of activity.  There is such a positive atmosphere there, it really is an exciting time to be involved. I am sure that as it becomes more well-known and established the Gas Gallery will be a centre of excellence for all that is contemporary and exciting on the Ceredigion arts scene and beyond. They have planned a full programme of exhibitions for the next 12 months to include happenings, performances, installations, monthly story telling events, poetry and even a little music. I think it is the most important project now running in Aberystwyth, it reminds me of the volunteer and general public inspired activities that used to go on in Barn Centre, which since it’s closure 20 or so years ago seemed to cast a shadow over Aberystwyth town and sent it adrift into a cultural desert.  
Q.  What are you working on at the moment?
A.  Now one year on, still recovering from successful surgery, so free of cancer today - but changed forever by this experience.  I am revisiting my MA work to continue by making new digital collage images.  Finding Annwn/Otherworld, or Utopia through Dystopia  by the method of Autonomism.  In looking at the Surrealist’s way of working I would also like to expand on and incorporate into this method of making my own images incorporating Andre Breton’s idea of juxtapositions as written in his 1924 manifesto, taking it from a 1918 essay by the poet Pierre Reverdy, which said:
"A juxtaposition of two more or less distant realities. The more the relationship between the two juxtaposed realities is distant and true, the stronger the image will be - the greater its emotional power and poetic reality." 
(Breton Andre (1924) Manifesto of Surrealism. Pierre Reverdy's comment was published in his journal Nord-Sud, March 1918). 
Q.  The Response Time project will be creating a performed response to your work. How do you feel about this?
 A.  Excited but terrified! I wonder if this in depth explanation of my exhibition will change how people interact and produce a response? That is if you allow them to see and know this! 
The exhibition statement I have displayed so far describes only the method of making the work; It was a deliberate and considered decision to enable any viewer to make their own assumptions of the whys, wherefores and whatevers, and I hoped they would engage in the work and enjoy it for it’s painterly rhythms and in context with Abstract Impressionism to interpret it for themselves. The response will be a fascinating outcome I’m sure.




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